finally!

i finally finally finally am starting to feel some semblance of order to my house. for the last...well, i know 8 1/2 months i have felt as though my house was utterly trashed. i could spend all day cleaning and still feel as though it was just a mess. i think the reason is b/c every single nook and cranny was full. all of our drawers/doors/shelves were bursting with STUFF. nothing special, nothing in particular, just STUFF. but no more people!! to make a really long story short (b/c it's late) i'm pretty sure our deal with the house fell through. HOWEVER, it is such a blessing to me that it even was a possibility b/c we got so much STUFF packed up and now we have 2 storage sheds up the road that we can put all the STUFF in. i can open any drawer or door in my house and feel like i can breathe (with the exception of our pantry b/c i had to do some rearranging and make little bit a tupperware cabinet so now my 2 food cabinets are kinda cramped--hard to explain). i'm excited! now i feel like my bills will get paid, my house will stay clean, laundry will stay done and i can BREATHE! i know b thinks i'm crazy but i have honestly felt like i was suffocating here lately. no more though!!!!

as for 2 storage sheds--yea for good deals. we got 2 for the price of 1 for 12 months. tickled pink.

also, little bit update--she still has attachment issues with everyone except my mom and stepdad and me and b and occasionally my best friend sara. i thought maybe she was getting better but she proved me wrong tonight with b's parents. it was bad. not as bad as it has been in the past but bad enough.

much more to write but i'm too tired.