roller coaster of emotions!

that is what this week has been, is, and i'm sure will be. so 1st of all--i have to be at the hospital at 7am. whoa! i was expecting 9:30. i have been fine until now...now, i could throw up. not excited at ALL! please please please pray and have anyone you know pray too. thanks!

2nd--the people buying our house got approval for the loan! yes! now they just have to get approval through the park. i tried calling the office here today but couldn't get anyone. i'll get brian to try calling tomorrow. i've told them 1000 times to apply but they haven't yet. i will be sad if they can't get into the park. they do a credit check and background check. i'm not so worried about the background check but i am a little about the credit check (although all they have to have is a 550). i know they got financing for the house but they had to have a cosigner. God will handle it though...He has everything else!

3rd--the house we want is still up in the air but i really feel like this is it. it is under contract--are you stupid, you put an offer on a house under contract?? yes, we did. here's why: the lady wanting to buy, has to first sell her house and then the people wanting to buy her house have to first sell their house. the lady selling our new house doesn't want to wait on all that. they are supposed to close on july 5th (one week) and the buyer doesn't even have financing yet. things are looking good for us! some signs that it is meant to be: japanese maples. does anyone know what japanese maples are? a lot of people don't but they are very expensive trees. my grandparents own a nursery and grow/graft their own maples and these people had 4 in their yard. also, in the pictures they have of the house from before they moved, they have a painting hanging in their living room. we have the exact same painting in our bedroom (jack vettriano: the singing butler). the house has a bay window...i've always always always wanted a bay window. the list could go on but let's just say that i think i know what my new address will be. and if not, then i feel like it is just affirmation from God that there will be something else out there.

3rd--little bit stories...whew! she's been wearing me out. she's either teething or starting into temper tantrums. either way, it isn't fun! she never cries with tears. she complains and fusses a LOT but there are only tears if she's hurt. however, the last few days she has absolutely pitched fits! she has just WAILED for no reason. i'll be holding her and trying to nurse her and all of the sudden she'll just bawl. i think it is b/c my milk isn't coming down fast enough. when it comes down she stops. she's done this twice, though, when i haven't been trying to nurse (she was just sitting in the floor) and the only way i've stopped it is by sucking on her pacifier (me sucking on it). she has also started waking up at 3am again. last night she fussed for about a half an hour before she fell back asleep and then woke up and fussed at 4:15am and then again at 5:20. then she slept until 8:30am and woke up happy as a lark (what's a lark?). poor b didn't go to sleep until 12:30am and then was woke up at 3am and finally went to work about 4:30 i guess. we have been packing like mad people! it's fun though! i love to pack/unpack. pray that they'll get approval through the park also.
a few little bit pictures:
1st--little bit and her friend justice. they kind of had a play date today. cute aren't they :) the other day little bit scratched his face. today, justice pulled her hair :) sweet revenge!

2nd--that's what i call exhausted! i sleep like that sometimes though. especially if i wake up in the middle of the night. i end up laying over just like that.